# @lumenfoxx on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/Ceyp-d4g_Qv
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/10381174-lumenfoxx-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2022-06-14T15:56:07.000+00:00

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Maybe it’s time to step into the light and become truly free… 

📸 @ethan_g_photography 

This week I'm focused on discovering ways of becoming more free in who I am. Embracing your truest self can come with a lot of resistance.... fear of what others will think, stepping out of your comfort zone into the unknown and even your own self judgement. Specially your own self judgement.

This is a different type of post today. This is straight from my heart. I'm rethinking my platforms and who I am.... not want to be.... but releasing my inner truest self... its someone I already am, I just haven't allowed her to truly step into her light.

I worry about being too selfish. That being exactly who I am somehow hurts others because it doesn't fit their ideal of what they want me to be for them. That focusing on my personal goals and dreams is self centered. You can't be a truly "good" person if you can't put others before your own self.

But guess what I have done that... bought the t-shirt multiple times. And the reality is, its only set me further behind and those humans still come and go.

So it is really selfish?

Yes.

But is it wrong to be selfish with the truest intentions?

I'm starting to embrace that I am "selfish" in the definition that I'm starting to really put myself first. I am a kind hearted and loving human, but that doesn't mean I have to sacrifice my life to be a good person.

Question of the week:

Is it okay to be selfish?

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