# @daniellelawrie15 on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/B-IB5Osht5X
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/15445309-daniellelawrie15-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2020-03-24T17:53:09.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** 𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐞 🇨🇦 𝐎𝐋𝐘 (@daniellelawrie15) — https://gondola.cc/daniellelawrie15

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Through this incredibly difficult time, I find strength in knowing I will always have a back up plan ... these kiddos of mine!! •
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I don’t have an answer for everyone asking me if I i will be able to do this another year! What I can tell you is, when things slow down, and the world gets healthy again, I will sit down and make the best decision possible for our family! •
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Not many can understand this grind I’ve endured the last almost 3 years with doing this with a family. The countless training hours alone in a gym, the constant late night bullpens driving in the pouring rain at 7:30 PM 2-3X per week every fall, the amount of tears I’ve shed being away from my kids for at times 2.5-3.5 weeks at a time, the tears they cry because I’m not home, the struggle it can have on a marriage when the mom is gone for weeks on end, the countless hours spent in my garage running/ biking and filling my mental piggy bank... so much runs through my mind when thinking of maybe doing it again... one thing I do know •
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I’ve always loved the journey / grind more then the reward, so I guess that isn’t a bad thing 🤍  #more to follow #teamcanada #teamcanadasoftball #momof2 #humbabe

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