# @tdlockett12 on Instagram

- **Type:** Image
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/CNJkAhzBz3z
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/16442336-tdlockett12-instagram
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/thumbnails/ae6ba91abc.jpg
- **Posted:** 2021-04-02T04:01:24.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Tyler Lockett (@TDLockett12) — https://gondola.cc/TDLockett12

## Caption

I realized how much I was trying to capture the perfect moment! I took so many pictures. Hoodie and hat. Hoodie no hat. Shirt no hoodie. The very first time I wore this hoodie I didn’t represent what it said. “God First” I found myself misrepresenting it so I took the hoodie off and misrepresented without the hoodie. When I would choose to wear the hoodie I would be reminded by how I misrepresented what the hoodie said “God First” and it would make me feel like I wasn’t good enough to wear it. I wanted to throw it away and try again. I wanted to represent it the right way if I was going to wear it. But I realized even if I represent it right or if I misrepresent it I still don’t deserve God! It’s not my strive for perfection or even the formulas I make in my head that makes me worthy of God! It’s God’s Love that makes me worthy. And there is nothing I could ever do to win His Love! It’s already given whether I represent Him right or wrong. But the times I misrepresent Him are now starting to be the times I realize that why I need God to be first in my life! These last couple of days I been able to see God’s timing and me trying to perfect the story. And I must say God’s timing is more peaceful and it’s filled with so much love and thankfulness as well as genuineness! My anxiety becomes overwhelming when I narrate and try to create the perfect story! God I’m truly thankful for all you have done for me and are still doing! I thank you for trusting me to be a great Stewart with what you have given me! And I’m truly grateful! Thank you to all my family and friends as well as my girl! Thank you to each and every person! I’m thankful I got to experience this moment with everybody! I’m thankful God made it for my aunt grandpa and girl to come out! I’m thankful how everything went down! I love all y’all! All my family and friends! Everybody!! And God I choose to keep you first through the good times and the bad! I love you Heavenly Father! #ForeverThankful #ThankYouForYourSonJesus

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