# @allie_ostrander on Instagram

- **Type:** Image
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/C7CnR0IvF9d
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/17607419-allie-ostrander-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2024-05-16T19:19:25.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Allie Ostrander (@allie_ostrander) — https://gondola.cc/allie_ostrander

## Caption

Look back at it 👀

Two races into my track season (both steeples, 9:37 & 9:32), and I’m really happy with how it’s going! Tactically and technically, I feel off my game, but that’s to be expected with taking 3 years off the event lol. 

My biggest reflection is that I feel so powerful & like there’s a lot of potential to improve through the season. During my ED, I wholeheartedly believed that I was good because of those disordered behaviors. When I started recovery, I believed I would never be good again. Now, 3 years later, I’m finally starting to believe that I can be better than ever before. I’m definitely a “skeptical until concrete results” kinda girl, so to go through this without any certainty was difficult, but now I’m overwhelmingly stoked for what the future holds 🤗

📷: dvgregori 

#edrecovery #bodyimage #mentalhealth #steeplechase

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bodyimage, edrecovery, steeplechase, mentalhealth

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