# @smeharbinger on Instagram

- **Type:** Image
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/CpPxM5nuB32
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/22490435-smeharbinger-instagram
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/thumbnails/80e74000dc.jpg
- **Posted:** 2023-03-01T12:31:10.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** The Harbinger (@SMEHarbinger) — https://gondola.cc/SMEHarbinger

## Caption

I am not who a middle-aged man may think: a “beautiful young girl.”

I am not just a girl shoving sliced green apples into a roaring juicer for your eight bucks. I am not just a girl who you decide to side eye as you sway with your hands in your pockets until something in your rotting brain clicks and you blurt out, “You’re a very beautiful young girl, honey,” and wink, nodding guiltily toward your wife and grandchildren.

No. I’m a young woman who woke up at 6 a.m. on a Sunday morning to take care of over 100 orders including your disgusting juice with too much ginger. I’m sweating, coffee grounds under my fingernails and smeared onto my Levi’s. I don’t feel like a “beautiful young girl.”

Instead, the unwanted male gaze leaves me with a fragile view towards my own femininity and a broken me when I look in the mirror.

 To read more, click the link in bio. 

#storybycarolinegould #socialmediabycarolinegould

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