# @mxmtoon on YouTube

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://youtube.com/watch?v=kKo57uyAQfA
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/24531117-mxmtoon-youtube
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/d39b1a76c3.jpg
- **Posted:** 2024-11-01T04:00:39.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** mxmtoon (@mxmtoon) — https://gondola.cc/mxmtoon

## Caption

stream or download "god?" from liminal space here: https://mxmtoon.ffm.to/liminalspace

get tickets for the liminal space tour: https://www.mxmtoon.com/shows

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credits:
Director: Bảo Ngô
Production: Residency
Executive Producer: Gaetan Rousseau
Line Producer: Olga Kotova
1AD: Belén Vilarrasa Corriero 
DP: Ben Goelz 
1AC: Tom Fenaille 
Gaffer: Vic Roxas 
Key Grip: Pat Koehle
Swing: Juan Rodriguez 
Art Director: Lana Ferron
Art Assistant: Logan Murray
Groomer: Brenna Drury
Stylist: Jéss Monterde
Assistant Stylist: Danielle Juliao 
Set PA: Adele Montebourg
Set PA: Charlie Rosenberg
Truck PA: Fred Carey 
Editor & Color: Dutty Vannier
Senior Creative Director: Kelly Ford
Creative Commissioner: Austin Gomez

lyrics:
i guess it kinda hurts sometimes
even when i say i think i'm fine
it's all upon my shoulders
i'm only getting older 
i'm losing all the faith i had
which isn't much 
but it's still sad 

and i guess i kinda scare myself 
when i realize how much i've changed
they'd think me pretty odd
because i don't believe in god
but i'm learning how to pray
anyway

but i do believe in something
I just don't know what it is
i can't put my finger on it
but i hope that it exists 
so i lean into a faith
that i've never called my own
i look back and call it fate 
like there's some reason i don't know

cause i'm searching for a sign
something more divine
sitting up at night
praying cause it don't hurt to try
praying cause i'm already high
if i keep going up and i'm fine
if somebody answers the door in the sky 
my first question is gonna be
why

there's a voice that i am hearing
there's a pounding in my head
gotta search for greater purpose
so i'm one more step ahead
so i lean into a faith 
that i've never called my own 
i look back and call it fate like theres some reason i don't know

and i question my existence 
and if things are meant to be
i block out all of the noise and all the faces that i see
try to focus on the image 
of where i want to be
i’ll figure out my future manifest my destiny

searching for a sign
something more divine
sitting up at night
praying cause it don't hurt to try
praying cause i'm already high
if i keep going up and i'm fine
if somebody answers the door in the sky 
my first question is gonna be

why

#mxmtoon #god

## Stats

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## Tags

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