# @fearlessrecords on YouTube

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://youtube.com/watch?v=685aJaMrgrg
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/27621486-fearlessrecords-youtube
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- **Posted:** 2024-12-16T17:00:05.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Fearless Records (@fearlessrecords) — https://gondola.cc/fearlessrecords

## Caption

Until I Wake - Self-Medicated (Lyric Video)
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LYRICS
A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken
There is no light inside of me
I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome
But I can never sleep
My mind plays games when I'm alone now
You said the worst things to get inside my head
Intoxication takes control now
Self medication takes it's grip
I'm crawling on the floor
(Take deep breaths, my heart is racing)
There's clawing at the door
Oh God, don’t let 'em take me
Now I have to find a way out
I have to find my voice
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me
I turn into someone, I hate completely
It's me against the world
(Take cover, you cannot fix me)
Just throw me to the wolves
I'm a victim of self-pity
Now I have to find a way out
I haνe to find my voice
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
Now I have to find a way back
I have to make a choice
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
I've given up
I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing
Everything that I've become
My mind plays games when I'm alone
Self medicated, intoxication takes control
Now I have to find my way out
I have to find my voice
These thoughts are no good for me
Now I have to find a way out
I have to find my voice
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me
Now I have to find a way back
I have to make a choice
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me

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