# @krystalynlaura on Instagram

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/DJMuttFy2Ss
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/30109421-krystalynlaura-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2025-05-03T16:58:04.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Krystalyn Laura 🇵🇭 LA/OC Content Creator (@krystalynlaura) — https://gondola.cc/krystalynlaura

## Caption

11 years & my heart is still mourning 💙

Happy 11th birthday to my sweet, LukaTony James — not a day goes by where I don’t think of my angelito 👼🏻

It’s a complicated pang in my heart, feeling despair because I wish he was still here, and guilt because I am grateful to have Auggie. And I know it’s okay to feel both. He’ll always have space in our home, and Auggie will know he has a big brother in Heaven ☁️

To honor Luka’s life, I’ve been traveling to a new destination every year in May, praying that he’s traveling alongside with me 🕊️ Throughout the years, I’ve visited New Zealand, Australia, Disney World, Jamaica, Paris… and in two weeks, I’ll be off to a new city in Europe ✨ 

Forever grateful for Auggie, my family, my amazing friends, and all of you to help me get through this week. & If you are a mama with an angel baby, my heart goes out to you. 🤍

#sids #sidsawareness #bereavedmother #infantloss #mymamahood #mymotherhoodjourney #grievingmother

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## Tags

mymamahood, infantloss, grievingmother, sids, mymotherhoodjourney, bereavedmother, sidsawareness

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