# @samsarmy on Instagram

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/DHMBQVgOE8J
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/31625059-samsarmy-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2025-03-14T17:18:01.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Sam's Army Podcast (@samsarmy) — https://gondola.cc/samsarmy

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1. I have not achieved anything meaningful in decades. Most people think I live a glamorous lifestyle because I have the world’s fanciest stadium and host Beyoncé concerts. However, I would trade it all in a millisecond for one trophy.

2. One of my therapists diagnosed me with self-defeating personality disorder. I take it as a compliment because it implies I could win but simply choose not to.

3. It has been 579 days since Harry left me and I have not recovered. The break up crushed me physically, emotionally, spiritually, and offensively. I have spent an obscene amount of money trying replace him, including $83 million on one man last summer, but the void in my heart and my XI feels as empty today as it has since August 2023.

4. I tend to deflect and blame my problems on managers who come and go every few months. Jozay, Ryan, Nuno, Antonio, Christian and Ryan (again) have come and gone. I am now convinced that Ange will fix me, but deep down we all know I’m not fixable.

5. My sugar daddy Daniel buys me really expensive things sometimes. But it feels like he is only willing to spend enough to keep me around and never enough to make my truly happy by winning something.

6. Mauricio made me feel things I had never felt before, and may never feel again.

#notashamed #explorepage #relatable #realtalk #vulnerabilityisstrength #selflove #healthiswealth #trend #fyp #tottenhamhotspur #coys

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tottenhamhotspur, vulnerabilityisstrength, trend, realtalk, coys, healthiswealth, fyp, explorepage, selflove, relatable, notashamed

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