# @kendalltoole on Instagram

- **Type:** Image
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/CIzOO4eh_Oj
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/33808358-kendalltoole-instagram
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/bc526ce13a.jpg
- **Posted:** 2020-12-15T01:42:15.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Kendall Toole (@kendalltoole) — https://gondola.cc/kendalltoole

## Caption

✨ P A U S E... and listen to that one glimmer of HOPE. ✨
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I’ve definitely found myself saying “let’s just get through 2020” and pushing down or trying to ignore the strange heaviness I’ve been feeling building for quite some time and try to force my life ahead. (To all my astrobabies who love the hippie stuff yes totally away do the solar eclipse and some crazy heft in the planetary sector 🤯) BUT whether you think that’s part of it or merely feel the weight—- GIVE IN.
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Sitting here, nasty post-ride hair, no makeup, sweats, minimal motivation and beginning to feel myself begin to FORCE my emotions, my energy levels, my everything to shift— I got present and looked up from my phone to catch the sunset just in my periphery. 
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🤯YUP. I almost missed something SO beautiful because I convinced myself that I needed get past how I was feeling and focus on the future. 🤯
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PAUSE. GIVE IN. LET GO.... and stop believing those words are synonymous for “giving up”. It’s part of the process, so process it. 🙏🏼⚡️#realtalk #mondaymood #exhale #letgo #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth

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## Tags

mentalhealthawareness, realtalk, mondaymood, letgo, mentalhealth, exhale

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