# @mildredsauce on YouTube - **Type:** Video - **Original URL:** https://youtube.com/watch?v=M6T7GB8RgK0 - **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/38345733-mildredsauce-youtube - **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/110790ada4.jpg - **Posted:** 2025-08-25T16:26:42.000+00:00 - **Account Owner:** millie liao (@mildredsauce) ā€” https://gondola.cc/mildredsauce ## Caption recently, i have developed a fear of being alone. i have intense social anxiety and hate going anywhere by myself and i won't leave the house if there isn't someone i'm going out to meet. here's me trying to combat that. it was a hard vlog, but i'm proud of myself. socials~ insta: https://www.instagram.com/mildredsauce/ tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@mildredsauce CONTACT FOR WORK šŸ’Œ: millie@lifemp.com my lovely lillies!! i've missed you guys, sorry for the slightly belated upload but i've been working on this one for a minute now and i hope that u guys will understand. it's taken me a while to honestly open up about any deeper aspects of my life/what i'm dealing with up inside the jumbled chaos of my brain, probably because i myself don't even know exactly what's going on. i've been pretty lost this summer to be honest, mainly because i'm getting older and starting to think more deeply about the future. life post-grad (aka post-yale) is scaring me BOOTS and idk how we're going to fix that while knowing deep down that i don't want to just stick a bandaid on my existential crisis with a 9 to 5 job. but i do need to figure out what my purpose is with life, and that starts with better understanding myself. so this video was a challenge to me to try and better understand myself, not from a place of self-hatred or anxiety or making excuses but actual introspection and reflection. by spending quality time alone, i've been able to make the tiny baby steps towards building a millie that i can know and grow to love and treat with love. so i challenge you all to do the same! stay until the end of the video for a special guest appearance too ;) see u guys in the next video, stay healthy and happy until then please~ -- for any new friends, nice to meet you, my name is Millie! iā€™m an actress, writer, director, and current sophomore at yale university this year. if you liked this video, please stick around and subscribe to join my quest to record and share all of the beautiful, chaotic messes and masterpieces i create! **NONE OF THE MUSIC BELONGS TO ME!! all credits go to the original creators!!*** music by wabi sabi - iced coffee - https://thmatc.co/?l=ebdf235e music by kissmykas - jazzy dance - https://thmatc.co/?l=20b49e2b music by pecna - citrine - https://thmatc.co/?l=def97709 music by lohfi - morning. - https://thmatc.co/?l=1d4f5e25 music by lohfi - ginger - https://thmatc.co/?l=019dba65 music by amory reel - benton - https://thmatc.co/?l=7210fa24 music by damien sebe - heartbeats - https://thmatc.co/?l=d8f91658 music by chilly kitty - moonlit dreams - https://thmatc.co/?l=07a271f5 ... fear of being alone | 24 hours alone in nyc, conquering my social anxiety, therapy journey tags: #vlog #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #socialanxiety #anxiety #therapy #therapyjourney #anxious #anxietyawareness #alone #alonetime #alonevlog #24hours #24hourschallenge #24h #aesthetic #aestheticvlog #morningroutine #nightroutine #routinevlog #routines #thatgirl #itgirl #thatgirllifestyle #thatgirlaesthetic #yale #yaleuniversity #ivyleague #collegestudent #moveincollegewithme #yalecollege #unidiaries #collegediaries #miffy #miffygirls #fun #fashion #fashiongirly #artsy #brat #bratsummer #charlixcx #hyperpop #indie #girl #girlvlog #girlyroom #girldinner #perfectweek #comedy #collegelife #collegestudent #artsycore #indiecore #brat#aesthetic #chaos #chaotic #chaoticvlog #vacation #newyork #nyc #newyorkcity #packingguide #collegestudent #nightroutine #24hours #24hourschallenge #challenge #grwm #grwmmakeup #makeuptutorial #makeuplook #makeuphacks #makeuptips #grwmmakeuptutorial #grwmstorytime #grwmchitchat #storytime #fashionstyle #fashionblogger #nyc #newyork #newyorkcity #nycvlog #nyclife #nycactivities #travel #travelvlog #traveling #fashiontrends #fashiondesigner #fashionweek #ny #nycattractions #nycliving #citygirl #city #summer #summerfashion #summervlog #intern #internvlog #fashionintern #nycintern #newyorkintern #fashionagency #lifeinnyc #lifeinnewyork #nycvlogger #movingin #moving #apartment #apartmenttour #nycapartment #newyorkapartment #newyorksummer #nycsummer #livingalone #livingalonediaries #movingvlogapartment #movingvlog #livingalonediary #food #foodie #nycfood #nycfoodtour #cityaesthetic #citylife #citytour #movein #moveinvlog #moveinwithme #nyclife #nycactivities #nycattractions #nycliving #vintage #vintagefashion #fashion #brandymelville #intern #internship #coolgirl #coolgirlsummer #summer #club #clubbing #girlsnight #girls #nightlife #nightout #nycclub #ootd #cafe #cafevlog #shopping #shoppingtime #shoppinghaul #haulvideo #haul #haul #20slife #cafehopping #breakfast #cooking #cookingvlog #avocadotoast #grilledcheese #wellness #selfcare #journaling if you're down here, hiiii... sorry for the excessive tags and ily! 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