# @losingthejigglewithjen on Instagram

- **Type:** Image
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/B-8WjGaj11o
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/5212054-losingthejigglewithjen-instagram
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/ab2c389989.jpg
- **Posted:** 2020-04-14T01:34:09.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Losing The Jiggle With Jen (@losingthejigglewithjen) — https://gondola.cc/losingthejigglewithjen

## Caption

Day 30 of quarantine

I am starting to struggle

I am safe at home yet I feel anxious

I have all this time yet lacking motivation

And also no explanation for it

It’s still difficult for me to wrap my head around getting knocked on my ass by meningitis and crippling anxiety

Prior to that I was on top of the world

I don’t have a road map to show me how to get back to that place but I am trying my best to find my own path

I know what I started out to do and I’m not there yet

People keep asking me what my goal is and it’s just to look and feel good, there is no specific weight that is associated with that

Being in the middle of a global pandemic is adding to the stress and anxiety and it’s hard to get past it

I need to find my drive and motivation and also find my reason “why” again

Sometimes these side by side photos help remind me how far I’ve come

Hopefully it can help shift my mindset 🙏🏼
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#mondaymotivation #mondaymood #motivation #motivationmonday #quarantine #quarantinelife #struggle #thestruggleisreal #drive #reasonwhy #mindset #sidebyside #beforeandafter #anxiety #meningitis #illness

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beforeandafter, struggle, sidebyside, mondaymood, mindset, meningitis, illness, reasonwhy, anxiety, motivationmonday, drive, motivation, thestruggleisreal, quarantinelife, quarantine, mondaymotivation

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