# @losingthejigglewithjen on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/B2LBIGCjhsU
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/5212184-losingthejigglewithjen-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2019-09-09T01:33:01.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Losing The Jiggle With Jen (@losingthejigglewithjen) — https://gondola.cc/losingthejigglewithjen

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Ever since the challenge ended I’ve not been feeling myself

I feel exhausted all the time, my sciatic nerve flared up and it’s been debilitating, I feel like I’m getting sick, I can’t get a good nights sleep and the list goes on

I am struggling to get back into a routine and feel energized and motivated

I haven’t worked out in days because of my back and I think that is also taking a toll on me

My mother said to me “you don’t look happy” she’s right, I’m not

I hate feeling lost and tired, it hasn’t been easy to find my way back

I can sit here and tell you okay it’s a new week and you need to set new intentions and that’s fine and dandy and all but I know the reality of it is that it may not happen that way for me tomorrow and I can’t beat myself up about it

I finally hit a point in this journey where I really understand what it means to listen to your body

Take the break when you feel tired, eat the donut when the craving strikes, drink the glass of wine after a long day

Don’t feel bad about it, accept it and move on

I’ve been beating myself up since my back started hurting and I know better than to do that but when you are feeling weak it’s hard to see past the negative

I know I can’t control how long it takes for the pain to go away but I can control how I feel about it and I’m going to try my best to see the light

My mother even said to me today that she is loving the way I look

It almost brought tears to my eyes in the middle of @target

Because even though I’m feeling down so down about myself, there’s someone else who believes in me

Tomorrow is a new day to try to start fresh

#newday #newme #staystrong #75hard #backpain #sciaticarelief #sciatica #struggling #influencer #stl #feelingalone #feelinglost #thestruggleisreal #swimsuit

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swimsuit, newme, sciatica, staystrong, influencer, thestruggleisreal, struggling, 75hard, stl, feelinglost, sciaticarelief, feelingalone, backpain, newday

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