# @losingthejigglewithjen on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/BzvKURgDcPg
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/5212283-losingthejigglewithjen-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2019-07-10T12:51:48.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Losing The Jiggle With Jen (@losingthejigglewithjen) — https://gondola.cc/losingthejigglewithjen

## Caption

I’ve been struggling the past few days

Not feeling myself

I’ve spent a lot of time alone, thinking

I realize I have serious body dysmorphia after having several conversations with friends

I look at these 2 photos and obviously see the major difference but then my brain goes straight to what else needs to change ASAP and everything I still hate about myself

OK JEN this didn’t happen overnight so just CHILL

Legit conversations I have with myself EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

My brain has not caught up with the physical changes

I’m constantly in GO GO GO mode and I am not processing it all and then it just hits me

I don’t know when it will catch up or how to process better but I can tell you it’s hard

So many changes, so many new feelings, so many new experiences that could have never happened before when I was bigger

It’s just a whole new world

On top of it people start treating you differently, good, bad and indifferent and honestly

It’s a lot to handle

And it’s scary lol

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weightloss, transformationtuesday, weightlosstransformation, walk, help, drinkwater, eatclean, curvyandfit, losingweight, fitandcurvy, mentalhealth, beastmode, fitnessmotivation, curvy, weightlossmotivation, fitness, 75hard, workout

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