# @the_purposefulher on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/DTF9URLCGPV
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- **Posted:** 2026-01-04T15:03:11.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Moninuola - CREATIVE DESIGNER (@the_purposefulher) — https://gondola.cc/the_purposefulher

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Oh what a year 2025 was . 
As a human being trying to navigate this life everyday, trying to constantly be the better version of myself, 2025 always made me sink ! Many tears , many traumatic moments, many losses and the endless suffering of always asking myself what was I doing wrong. It almost took me out! I literally had no zeal to continue to live even though I could be the happiest girl in a room with the biggest smiles .I worked tirelessly on myself but nothing made sense . I took time off whenever I could, I was present in the lives of everyone I cared about, yet I felt so alone in my struggles.I prayed harder but nothing. I joined groups that i felt would help me navigate my feelings more. 
I made investments that failed ! I made collaborations that failed too ! One of the most painful experiences ever for me was being reminded how ridiculous humans can be . 
I bet on myself and put all my coins into my business too ! I can’t even get into that lol 

When I saw a person I follow on here lazywrita took his life , I could relate to that. Even though I felt so much pain reading his last post, 2025 took me there , but grace found me . 
2025 showed me truly that blood can truly just make you related but loyalty makes you family.

And for this reason I am thankful for my family!!! My Tribe!!! The few people in my life who saw me for me , those who held my hands and said I am needed here more than I know. Those who cried with me , prayed with and for me , those who checked in constantly, those who mentioned my names in rooms filled with people who aligned with me and my goals . I couldn’t have pulled through without your genuine love and kindness. 

Lastly I wanna thank me , for accepting all the love in good faith! For speaking positively into myself everyday in order to lock in . For improving my mental health because I knew in my gut it would be better. Cheers to the beginning of my best years yet 🥂🥂🥂

Happy New Year 🎆 🎈 #stillhere

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