# @hautekatur on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/C1M_YGSRyA-
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/63351260-hautekatur-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2023-12-23T16:54:02.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Katurah Topps (@hautekatur) — https://gondola.cc/hautekatur

## Caption

I know every Survivor player says this … but i genuinely believed the last picture wouldn’t have ever even existed. I thought my life experience and preparation would lead me to the finish line.. easily. 

And then Survivor slapped me with reality! Baby girl’s game was roughhh: on the bottom the first half of the game, never having my own alliance block, unexpected triggers, and the very life experience of my “survival instinct” that I thought would help me, kicked in at the WORST possible time— ultimately leading me to act in fear and self preservation, and lose sight of the big picture.

When I analyze my actions, i keep landing on the same conclusion: I’m a human. An imperfect, flawed human. AND THAT’S OK!

Sometimes when you’ve had to be *superwoman* for so long, you forget that fact. And Survivor beautifully reminded me of that. 

Playing Survivor was the COOLEST thing I’ve done in YEARS! And I wouldn’t take that experience back in a million years. I learned more about me and continued my path of personal growth (my therapist is paiiidd 😂) and most importantly I was able to share myself and my story with the world, and connect with millions of ppl in ways I never imagined. I’m eternally grateful for the experience and can’t wait to show yal WHAT’S COMING NEXT! 😉🤫

Always have been, always will be.. a #Survivor 💪🏾

#survivor45

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