# @adrimoench on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/DBwKaKqRHto
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- **Posted:** 2024-10-30T15:00:00.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Trauma Informed Coach / Expanded States (@adrimoench) — https://gondola.cc/adrimoench

## Caption

10.30.24

Thoughts on trauma, learned helplessness & awareness as a social experiment with ChatGPT.

Thinking about who/what radicalized me, it was my greatest teachers…which were also my greatest traumas. 

Domestic Violence radicalized me.
Su!c!d3 !deation radicalized me.
Neurodivergence radicalized me.
Family court radicalized me.
Marriage radicalized me.
Religious & financial abuse radicalized me.
Coercive control radicalized me.
Western Medicine radicalized me.
Capitalism & Centralized Financing radicalized me.
Colonization radicalized me.
The US Education system radicalized me. 
Motherhood radicalized me.

They radicalized me because each of these identities and/or systems supported the suppression of parts of who I was as a way to survive the attachments I used to have to them. 

Learned helpelessness was the work I did while believing I would inherently loose to 
su!c!d3 after I was mislabeled and mispathologized for refusing to be complicit or constrict to these abusive systems any longer. 

We transform when we are willing to move past the uncomfortable changes of who we once were - orbiting around expectations of the conditioning we were raised in, and step into the most authentic and autonomous radical versions of ourselves. Releasing everything we once knew about our perceptions, we challenge each story, projection and internalized ideology until we no longer recognize who we are - because we’ve shifted so much beyond helplessness and into awareness. 

The very threat to death is to live so radically in your transformation that you can allow all parts to co-exist alongside you, without judgement for the role it played in survival to live out the most expressed life possible, not just for yourself, but also for every single human who is impacted by internalized oppression. 

The antidote to oppression is expression. 

How have been oppressed/suppressed before? 
In what ways did the shadows radicalize your expression?

Radicalizing our shadows is communal care.

#ai #chatgpt #consciousness #oppression #power #control #traumarecovery #dharma #philosophy #dv #survivor #perception #radical #trauma #traumahealing #metoofamilycourt #awareness #pluto

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chatgpt, power, trauma, dv, control, philosophy, traumahealing, awareness, radical, traumarecovery, oppression, dharma, survivor, consciousness, pluto, perception, metoofamilycourt, ai

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