# @adrimoench on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/C8PZdv-PW8f
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- **Posted:** 2024-06-15T15:00:00.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Trauma Informed Coach / Expanded States (@adrimoench) — https://gondola.cc/adrimoench

## Caption

6-15-24

I’m betting on love
betting on us
you know all
the parts of me 
that no one else does…

A year ago today I embarked on a significant phase of growth that I would have never imagined possible even a year prior to that. 

I took the risk to bet on myself. To stop and to dive into some intense trauma work as I work to pivot my career. I had felt hopeless and powerless to the circumstances of my life. Today marks the year mark of the beginning of that phase of my journey. 

For years I gave my heart to everyone else without giving myself any sort of love. I did not feel worthy of my own love because I based my worth off of externalized ideologies that taught me to deny my own love in that way. 

I’ve spent the last decade getting intimate with all the different parts of who I am. All of these parts that make me whole. Each part played a crucial role in my survival. When I bet on us, I’m betting on all the roles and parts I played to bring myself to this point in time. 

All of these parts have shown up to pull me up to where I am now. It’s wild to consider that only a year ago I didn’t think I was going to make it to my 42nd birthday. I bet big and took the biggest leap knowing, and still doubting whether or not I’d come out okay on the other side. With SI, every day I’d tell myself, tomorrow is a new day. Slowly that ideation is fading, for the first time ever, and I find myself gradually raising the baseline.

There are very few people who know me at the level and the depths I have dove to within my soul. My parts know me well. I’m betting on us. 

If your journey has brought you here, say hello, and allow yourself to be curious as to what your next step in your journey looks like. 

I’ll give you my heart
Give you my trust
…I’ll never let go
I’ll never give up

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compassionateinquiry, transcend, traumarecovery, plantmedicinewoman, holistichealth, divorcerecovery, astrology, dharma, gabor, shadowwork, metoofamilycourt, ifs, innerchild, breathworkhealing, traumainformed, innerchildhealing, trauma, somatichealing, dv, traumainformedcare, somatictherapy, somaticmovement, genekeys, divorce, plantmedicine

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