# @shompsz on TikTok

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.tiktok.com/@shompsz/video/7625019253770505502
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/64828191-shompsz-tiktok
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/9a85e1ff68.jpg
- **Posted:** 2026-04-04T21:29:20.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Shompa Kabir (@shompsz) — https://gondola.cc/shompsz

## Caption

For so long, I felt so masculine because of how i was raised, the way I was supposed to be perceived, and what woman hood should be looked as. Years later i find myself wanting to release certain things about myself and letting go.  One genuine way I’m able to really do this is appreciate doing beauty, but my way and on my terms! Would love to know your thought and experiences!!  prep: magic cream @Charlotte Tilbury  •illuminator: glowy super gel @Saie  •foundation: @IT Cosmetics  •color corrector @Huda Beauty & matcha milkpowder for setting powder •concelear @L’Oréal Paris infallible concealer  •bronzer: baked powder bronzer @saiebeauty •setting spray + lip liner  Gloss: mustard @caketheory  Hair: @K18 Hair heat protectant  @GARNIER Smoothing spray @Kérastase Hair oil  #eldestdaughter #desi #browngirl #masculinity #southasiantiktok 

## Stats

- **Views:** 9,980
- **Likes:** 630
- **Shares:** 54
- **Comments:** 13

## Tags

masculinity, browngirl, desi, eldestdaughter, southasiantiktok

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