# @hellocanadamag on Instagram

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/DZfnYn6ilZG
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/66752787-hellocanadamag-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2026-06-12T17:20:40.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** HELLO! Canada Magazine (@hellocanadamag) — https://gondola.cc/hellocanadamag

## Caption

Emily Ratajkowski released a behind-the-scenes look at a daring photoshoot she did for an essay she wrote for New York Magazine on rediscovering her sexuality after becoming a single mother - breastfeeding a lifelike baby doll. In her article titled 'Motherf*cker', the model and actress, 35, opened up about the years following the collapse of her marriage. "I spent several years compulsively dating. I was trying to figure out what kind of woman I wanted to be...I wanted to feel a man’s desire and to be reminded that I was a sexual being, not just a mother of a toddler," she wrote. "Becoming a single mother changed the way people looked at me, exactly as I’d feared it would, but it also allowed me to finally see myself."

📽️ : emrata 
#Motherhood #nymag

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