# @kaitsao on YouTube

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://youtube.com/watch?v=_kbe4GzcBHI
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/6739482-kaitsao-youtube
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/2e65a98a1c.jpg
- **Posted:** 2021-01-24T18:00:08.000+00:00

## Caption

✦ "showering with spiders" out now - stream and download at https://solo.to/kai

"kthxbye" is the fifth and final track of "showering with spiders." #sadboi

✦ follow KAI:
website - https://kaitsaomusic.com/
spotify - https://spoti.fi/2JSNFuj
apple music - https://apple.co/2XRaMiN
itunes - https://apple.co/30HwgLU
soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/kaitsao
instagram - https://www.instagram.com/kaitsaomusic

✦ credits
written and composed by kai tsao: may 4-25, 2020
performed by KAI
produced and arranged by barry mccockinner on ableton live 10 standard
additional vocals by ava n, avery m, asher r, marco g, andrew h, eric z, and pete m
recorded in san jose, ca using MXL 2003A and SM58 mics

✦ lyrics

sorry that i like to say you loved me
and if these moments are my last
sure, i wish you’d come back
you’ve been away all summer long and i called to feel so empty
so if the poison fills my glass, sure, i wouldn’t mind that

so when the tides are violent, will you follow me into the water?
washed down the darkness
and will all the pain fade out the moment i jump through, just like you promised?
just like you promised
i’ll wait for you to come
i’ll wait until the day i don’t feel numb

i can’t say i love you, they’re just words on the phone
and in the moments i thought i might’ve, it felt so bad
and in my mind i know it’s no sense
the path behind me snow-drenched
and time ahead so hopeless, and nothing ever works
still i feel the same: sure, i hope you miss that

so when the tides are violent, will you follow me into the water?
washed down the darkness
and will all the pain fade out the moment i jump through, just like you promised?
just like you promised
i’ll wait for you to come
i’ll wait until the day our lives are gone

not till the bitter end has mine just begun

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- **Views:** 229
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## Tags

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