# @cptwilliss on Instagram

- **Type:** Image
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/DcNIzEvjZ9h
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/69176926-cptwilliss-instagram
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/808e754a9a.jpg
- **Posted:** 2026-08-19T02:40:44.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Cody Willis (@cptwilliss) — https://gondola.cc/cptwilliss

## Caption

What a crazy rollercoaster life has been recently… 

Going from being so locked in, to having my twitch mod travel all the way from Ireland (shoutout to you Michael) to experience veldmusicfestival to then having the worst sickness ever and being locked in my room for nearly 10 days. I felt like I needed to have this deep reset…

During my time away from everything I’ve learned many things about my self. Learned that I need to stop valuing work so much and start truly appreciating my friendships and relationships more. Work will always be there and me taking one, two, or seven days off isn’t holding me back, it’s allowing me to rejuvenate and gives me the energy to work even harder when I do have those long grind days.

I also learned that there is so much to explore in the city and I truly need to start getting out more and start soaking it all up. Even if I got no one else to do it with I need to stop being scared of doing things alone.

Finally, grudges. I need to stop carrying on so much pain and stress from previous experiences and just move on. We have only 1 attempt at this life stuff and why waste time and energy carrying all this weight on your shoulders when there is no need for it. Everyone is experiencing this shit for the first time too. We will all mess up.

I truly love and appreciate all my friends and family so much. I’ve been really really lucky with this life. I’m living the dream, I love what I do, and I just have so many amazing people around me. 

That’s all for this dump. ❤️

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## Credits

| Name | Username | Profile | Role |
| --- | --- | --- | --- |
| Cody Willis | @cptwilliss | https://gondola.cc/cptwilliss | Creator |

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