# @sweetannieod on Instagram

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/DcZB631JNp7
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/69582221-sweetannieod-instagram
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/a6439fe1eb.jpg
- **Posted:** 2026-08-23T17:36:53.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Annie OD⚡️ (@sweetannieod) — https://gondola.cc/sweetannieod

## Caption

Today marks one year without my brother Paddy. Grieving him is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I’m still figuring out how to live in a world where Paddy doesn’t. I still talk to him, do things and go places where I feel his spirit the strongest, and I look for him everywhere. I’ll always look for him. 

How lucky am I to have loved Paddy, to have known his love, and to carry that love with me forever. 23 years of love, laughs, witty one liners, hockey games, that infectious smile, SpongeBob references, McDonald’s Diet Coke dates, Starbucks runs, Star Wars marathons I wouldn’t trade for the world. I’m his big sister in every lifetime, I’ve never been more confident about that. 

God do I miss you buddy. I’m living for you, and I’m determined to make this life as big as God and The Universe will allow by following my heart and chasing my big dreams. I hope I’m making you proud along the way. 

Who love me the most? You do. Who loves you the most? I do ❤️ 

#grief #siblingloss #griefjourney #braincancer

## Stats

- **Views:** 134,923
- **Likes:** 11,261
- **Shares:** 0
- **Comments:** 450

## Credits

| Name | Username | Profile | Role |
| --- | --- | --- | --- |
| Annie OD⚡️ | @sweetannieod | https://gondola.cc/sweetannieod | Creator |

## Tags

griefjourney, grief, braincancer, siblingloss

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