# @sumerianrecords on YouTube

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://youtube.com/watch?v=gXcapkDd_j4
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/70480591-sumerianrecords-youtube
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- **Posted:** 2026-09-18T04:00:06.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** sumerianrecords (@sumerianrecords) — https://gondola.cc/sumerianrecords

## Caption

HOLDING ABSENCE // HEAVEN // OUT NOW

New Album 'Modern Life Is Lonely' Out Now: sumerian.lnk.to/mlil
Buy / Stream "Heaven": https://sumerian.lnk.to/heaven

Production - STORM+SHELTER
Director - Danny Land
Producer - Sian Adler
Exec Producer - Nick Patterson
Director of Photography - Lewis Jelley
Cam Op - Liam Rees
Drone Op - Charles Logan Clare
AC - Sava Stefanov
Gaffer - Dan Arkell
Spark - Jake Abraham
Set Designer - Ioana Jones
Stylist - Lauren Gelsei
Colourist - Theodore Swaddling

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HEAVEN // LYRICS

All I know is, I awoke
At the centre of a cyclone
Where the cold couldn’t catch me
Kept warm by the hum of your halo

Then I saw her through the fog,
She lit up just like a god
I could settle for a lifetime living under her shadow

Am I still living under your spell?
Feels like I’ve been here forever
I loved you through sickness and health
Till death, I’m not getting better
So, pull me close or let me go
Either way I remember
Your love was bitter as hell
But it tasted like heaven

She is far beyond me now,
But I sometimes hear the sound
Of a wind that whistles
Softy as it pulls me back down

And, in retrospect, I know
I was looking through a rose.
But the petals froze.
Watch the colours fade out

Am I still living under your spell?
Feels like I’ve been here forever
I loved you through sickness and health
Till death, I’m not getting better
So, pull me close or let me go
Either way I remember
Your love was bitter as hell
But it tasted like heaven

I’m just a lonely bone machine
Looking for a little dopamine
I was young and so naive
When you enchanted me
Now I wander like a ghost
Looking for
A hand to hold
But we can’t go back

You woke from me
Like a dream

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