# @indigenous.gangstar on Instagram

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- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/Dee9kbgPvt9
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/71715770-indigenousgangstar-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2026-10-14T18:02:45.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Tlawil Inlakesh (@indigenous.gangstar) — https://gondola.cc/indigenous.gangstar

## Caption

To shut down 
The love
The dreams
The grudge
All the hurt
When your finally released 
Yet you still gotta heal all the damages...
Internal mental emotional
Physical 
I feel anger... 
Frustration, and dissapointment

To believe that i lasted this long... 
We made alot of progress
We all grew alot...
Is just mind blowing what woman have to go through 
Specially as new mothers...

Maybe i never heal
Maybe eventually i will

But until then
My feisty is been keeping things in check...
Cause i am not allowing any more bullshit
And me being that way...
Is who i gotta be
To protect myself...

They say your enviroment shapes you...
And i been made a certain way...
Unfortunatly. I believe is was necessa dry for me to learn boundaries 
To learn to put my foot down, when people are crossing the line...
I had enough...
I dont like the feisty...
I dont like to fight...
But if people are looking for it... 

They usually get what they are projecting 
And the download of where their behavior is coming from
And an awareness to the shadow self that 
Creating the situation 

Unconcious people tend to drift off Conciously and then something come through them and attack you...

Once theyvare aware theyvare like.. oh sh.

Some have no memory of it...

And potrays no guilt, is so annoying...

Most of the people i know can see through the bullshit
Why to hide
When is obvios
???

Why to wear a mask? And bide behid it... oit of shame? 
Of their behavior?

Why do certain people dont like being accountable?
Show up with truth so we can all move forward 
All accountable and responsible of our actions?

I guess some people havent matured enough...

But the thing is...

We all gotta grown or it keeps happening life time through life time... 

Until we amend it all... with our actions.

#karma #integrity #overcoming #bullshit 
#beingreal

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integrity, karma, overcoming, bullshit, beingreal

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