# @kailalove.ai on Instagram

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/BO6FXI9hhnp
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/76440646-kailaloveai-instagram
- **Thumbnail:** https://img.gondola.cc/tr:w-,h-,fo-auto/postThumbnails/e848d6bfa8.jpg
- **Posted:** 2017-01-06T03:18:34.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Kaila Love (@kailalove.ai) — https://gondola.cc/kailalove.ai

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(5/7) **TRIGGER WARNING:* This post contains a disclosure about sexual violence** - “I Said No” – I don’t even really know how to drop this song and I’m actually really scared to; this is one of the most #vulnerable pieces I’ve ever written, right up there with my #Vagina #Monologue. Being a cast member and then later directing the Vagina Monologues @ #Cal was such a #healing and #empowering #experience.  When I was violated a few months ago, thinking back to the #sisterhood built during the production was the only thing that I could turn to for #comfort, knowing that I was not #alone. I hope that this might bring someone healing; I wrote the song that I wanted to hear in my moments of pain and #confusion and now it’s probably the only way I’ll ever be able to speak about my experience. Beautiful & Disgusting, Jan 7, 2017 @ 7pm PST. 
Produced by Dreamlife Beats. 
#consent #woman #womyn #hiphop #rap #emcee #singer #strength #overcoming #beautiful #disgusting #BeautifulAndDisgusting #knockknockstudios

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singer, sisterhood, rap, cal, woman, beautifulanddisgusting, confusion, womyn, comfort, vulnerable, alone, monologue, vagina, hiphop, knockknockstudios, beautiful, consent, overcoming, experience, empowering, healing, emcee, strength, disgusting

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