# @lifewiththeswinneys on Instagram

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/C8BoQKyuFfY
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/77365092-lifewiththeswinneys-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2024-06-10T06:41:29.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Dom&Alex | Dallas Influencer + Family fun (@lifewiththeswinneys) — https://gondola.cc/lifewiththeswinneys

## Caption

We didn’t plan to have another baby 2 years ago. 
And truthfully, I struggled with the fact that we were going to.
I know it’s selfish. I know it’s not fair. And I know how wrong it feels that I was given a 7th baby that I didn’t ask for..
But God knew.
And He knew exactly what we needed, and He knew the perfect time that we needed that blessing..
Loosing my grandmother, the lady who helped raise me, my best friend, my saving grace, my biggest cheerleader, and the one I always went to when I wanted a break, or was sick, or needed absolutely anything… I don’t know if I would have made it to today, if God hadn’t perfectly knit together Chloe, and wrote her birthday down in His book..
It’s one of those things where you have no choice but to acknowledge the goodness of God.
And for that, I am so thankful. 
This birth, in the midst of death, this painful birth, this level of surrender to the creator and healer, it broke every chain of depression that had been weighing me down for a decade. 
God knew.
He knew! 
Even when I didn’t want it. He knew what I needed! And I’m so thankful for Chloe. 
God used her to save my life.
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🎥Thank you @writteninwonder for being such a peace at my birth, and capturing amazing raw footage 🩶
#birth #freebirth #savinggrace #thankful #homebirth

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thankful, freebirth, birth, homebirth, savinggrace

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