# @bycourtneydanielle on Instagram

- **Type:** Video
- **Original URL:** https://www.instagram.com/p/Clpv2qvAs2B
- **Gondola URL:** https://gondola.cc/posts/78363961-bycourtneydanielle-instagram
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- **Posted:** 2022-12-02T04:34:16.000+00:00
- **Account Owner:** Courtney Danielle Bryant | Creator, Speaker & Coach (@bycourtneydanielle) — https://gondola.cc/bycourtneydanielle

## Caption

I listened something today and it confirmed what God had been putting on my heart- that I’m stepping into a new season, evolving if you will. 

Growth isn’t comfortable and I’m not gonna hold you the last few months I’ve been playing it safe. Some where between trying to find this balance between motherhood and the hustler I am, between trying to give myself grace but also  trying to get back to the old me that I knew no longer existed. I started playing it safe, doubting myself in fear I might disappoint myself. 

I say all that to say, earlier this week I told my manager I wasn’t going to participate in #Reelmas. Why? Because I didn’t want to commit to something I knew might not work out. Knowing all that’s on my plate and the ever changing schedule of a toddler,  I just knew it would be difficult to maintain the consistency.  BUT then the *Holy Spirit* reminded me I’m not only selling myself short but I’m saying saying that to God too. I mean He can and does do exceedingly and abundantly so who am I to say what I can’t do #1 without trying (Court you know better) #2 when He’s showed me time and time again that if I lean on Him, I have no reason to fear or doubt. 

Soooo you can officially count this as my entry into #itsReelsmas 🎞️🎄 keep me accountable ya’ll lol

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