I had quite the emotional break down yesterday…
I was trying on clothes from last spring and summer to see if there we things I needed to replace.
I’d say about 3/4 of the stuff didn’t fit and that’s okay.
I was making my selections and putting them into piles to keep, sell and donate/trash.
It was about half way through I took a moment to really stare in the mirror and the most intense wave of emotion came over me.
Not something I was anticipating.
I didn’t have an explanation for it. At all.
I removed the last article of clothing from my body and went and laid in my bed to decompress.
I started thinking of why. Why is this so emotional? I should be so happy!
I realized it’s grief. I’m finally saying goodbye to the woman I once was. The one I wasn’t meant to be. The body I wasn’t meant to be in.
PCOS has taken the last 15+ years away from who I am supposed to really be and now it’s my time to shine.
I know there will be plenty more tears to come and it’s alright. I have to ...
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