I’m a fuckup in lots of areas & I have tons of deficiencies and fears which I never let on about... - One of the few things I know for certain is that action is the antidote to this anxiety. You are not worried about what’s coming when you’re in control of moving toward it. - I’ve worked incredibly hard for years and years at cultivating a reflex of pursuing next actions wherever I can. Working on doing rather than ruminating. Moving rather than thinking. - And yet, even after all that work I still get tripped up by my own inertia. Regularly. - I slow down to a complete halt, run out of gas and spend days in bed, I push too hard and snap, then having to spend weekends unable to do anything other than drag myself into the shower or the couch. - My point is that even after all the introspective work & 100’s of hours talking to the smartest people on the planet... I still haven’t got this life thing figured out yet, I don’t think I ever will. I’m just a bit less shit than I was yesterday....