As I sit here, in the depths of my thoughts, I reflect on the profound experience of filming my episode on shawnryanshow last Monday. In this moment, a sense of weightlessness and newfound closure washes over me, leaving me profoundly moved. The episode was nothing short of powerful. We delved into the raw, unfiltered chapters of my life - from the haunting specter of my father’s addiction and how local Law Enforcement and a magistrate in that area failed me to help save him. To the harrowing tales of my time in the 82nd Airborne and the scars and injuries of my deployment. We bared our souls, discussing the amazing relationship I have with my wife and son. A future message for my son was woven into the dialogue, a message he will hear when the interview is unveiled to the world. We navigated the turbulent waters of my career as a police officer, gang detective and S.W.A.T team member, unearthing the shadows that haunt my mental well-being. The suffocating grip of leadership at the po...