I’m wrestling so much with the question of “…now what?” My miscarriage still isn’t over, but once it is there are so many decisions to make. I could put much of my life on hold again to do another two egg retrieval cycles back to back in the hopes creating at least two healthy embryos for a hopeful transfer at some future date…. Or I can put my fertility on hold again and take time to let my body and work/life rhythm recover. Neither feels quite right but neither feels wrong. My HCG is steadily dropping but still in the 60s, so I have at least two more weeks before I need to make a decision on what I want to do for my next cycle. I don’t know what I’ll choose yet, but what I do know is that I don’t give up on my dreams easily. The loss of this pregnancy was absolutely devastating, but I know it’s not the end of my journey….like so many of the most incredible things in my life, it just might not be on the timeline I expected or hoped for. 🤍 #ivf #ivfjourney #miscarriage #pregnan...