1995 girlies turning 30 and being extra af💫🎂🎀🧚 I’ve had sooo many mixed feelings about turning 30, but in the end, if my teenage or 20s self saw me now, she would not believe that this is actually our life.🥰 Full transparency, my birthday was in February, but I spent the week of being so incredibly depressed, adjusting to new medication, and feeling absolutely nothing because my brain chemicals struggle to cooperate most days. It was a little upsetting feeling like that on my 30th birthday, but I slowly put together all this decor in my apartment over the course of the week with the help of my family. They came over two separate times to clean, help me make bouquets, decorate my cake with me, and then my mom made my favorite meal for us (homemade flautas).✨ I had planned to do a 30th birthday shoot, but I had so little energy that there was no way I was able to get in front of the camera.🥲 I pulled it together for like 5 min for some phone photos, but I never got a chance ...