March 1st, 2025 is the day I FINALLY LET GO & LET GOD 💐✨🙌🏾 Vulnerable Caption & Moment: For the past 5+ years, I’ve been battling so much behind the scenes that I have/haven’t talked about & it’s tested my faith tremendously in so many ways! My anxiety, living in fear, unhealthy isolation, insecurities, unhealthy detachment style, being taken advantage of, fear of being alone, loving others more than myself, battling PTSD, mental & physical abuse, uncertainty, overthinking, doubting myself and so much more! 2023 Losing my bestfriend Jacky I truly questioned God more than ever to take her away from my God kids! I’ve felt so angry & lost with her! Losing Nike 🐶 in Aug 2024! Back to back heartbreak each year…😔 I didn’t realize until I started to go to therapy in 2020 how much trauma & PTSD I had that effect my life in all areas! How my childhood trauma/fear of abandonment has caused such an impact on my life & choices! I got Baptized as a baby & I put myself in church as a kid but ...