Happy 11th birthday Olivia. I’m sitting here trying to come up with the right words to say, but my body can only cry. Hammy still misses you. You’d be so proud of him. He’s the best big brother and takes after you when it comes to setting a good example for Fiona. He still slips up every now and then though. Like last night, he snuck into Nori’s cat food while your mom and I were out to dinner. He looks like a bloated hippo this morning. I’d like to think that there was a slight moment of hesitation where he probably thought that eating a pound of cat kibble wouldn’t be a good idea, and I know that was probably you trying your best… but he’s still our Hammy and some things never change, Sigur. You would really love Fiona. She’s everything you would’ve wanted in a little sister. She’s so smart and so sassy, and I’d have to imagine that you had a hand in making her the way she is. I love her so much, and… honestly Liv… I was afraid that I may not fully love her, and that really scared ...