berlin through the years… tomorrow looks a little different for years i watched some of my closest friends go out and crush this race. i’ve followed elites through that 26.2 mile journey and be inspired not only by there performances but by their journey that gets them to the start line. i haven’t ran a marathon since Chicago 2019. that marathon really fucked me up and i was too scared to get back out there. to the point that i completely stopped running. in the most recent years i’ve been struggling with my mental health and found that movement and running once again puts my mind at ease once I’m done (during is a different story). am i ready for tomorrow? absolutely not. i haven’t ran much since 2019 and just started running again in april. am i still traumatized from chicago? absolutely. i am beyond scared for what i am about to go through tomorrow and honestly wasn’t really sure if i wanted to share this post. i didn’t want to add pressure to myself, but the mood of: let go ...