I haven’t had this much fun dressing myself since my early 20s and I just turned 37 It was so easy to hide behind black In my mind it helped make me appear slimmer and I didn’t have to think about putting an outfit together because I hated the way I looked However it made me feel frumpy and not put together and that’s one feeling I absolutely despise I had to dress a body that I truly didn’t feel was mine or the one I was meant to be in A lot of plus size clothes suck so that didn’t help make that process any easier I have to replace my entire spring and summer wardrobe and for some reason it makes me anxious It means less time hiding behind black and accepting this new me and not looking back It’s a scary feeling, to say goodbye to Jen past But alas I mourn, pay my respects to her with many tears and emotions and I heal and move on We have things to accomplish girl, we have to keep looking forward ❤️ #newme #newbody #newbodywhodis #shopping #shoppingtime #onlineshopping #sa...