ONE MONTH OF LIFE SUPPORT!!!!!!!! i don’t even know what to say or where to start. sorry if this is long. to everyone and anyone who has listened, thank you so so much. i hope you are enjoying it. to everyone who has reached out expressing how much this album has reached you, touched you, even healed you. i thank you so deeply. as i’ve said in the past, this album was my life support. it was all that i had driving me to want to stay here. my mental health was at the lowest it had ever been whilst making this. being on suicide watch, writing about those feelings metaphorically in Homesick. being diagnosed with BPD amidst it all and thinking how can i write about this? stay numb and carry on was written that week. celebrating one year clean of self harm and being unsure how to express my emotions in regards to it. i wrote selfish when i was pretty much at my worst. going thru the pharmaceutical industry for the first time amidst it all, being put on and off certain meds, seeing what coul...