Have you sat with it? Have you unpacked it all?
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I remember when this quarantine began many months ago that I knew it was a sign. The universe needed us to slow down. The universe wanted us to pause, breathe and feel it all. There was no more running, no more āsurface level onlyā living.
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I knew it from the start and I was ready. Like beyond ready to look in the mirror and dig in. See what I could find and just release it all. If I did, things would be lighter, yeh?
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Itās now many months later and a whole slew of rollercoasters have come + gone. Some really good highs, and countless lows (Iāve lost track of how many at this point). Anxiety at an all-time worst. Itās been heavier more so than itās been lighter, simply put.
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But I think Iām getting there. Itās a long process and itās exhausting. But itās so undoubtedly necessary. And Iāll get there, if by the end of 2020 thatās all Iāve accomplished then Iāll take it with open arms. Nothing could be worth more than coming home to mys...