So, I'm going to see my mom for Thanksgiving. She passed away February 15th, the night of the ice storm here. I've got some flowers, and I made her pecan pie. It was always her favorite. At the holidays she'd make one for the family get together and one to leave at home for later. I'm doing the same. Things aren't the same this year, and I'll be honest, I'm not in the holiday spirit. Usually I make homemade gifts for everyone and my crafting is in full swing by now. This year I'm not crafting and I haven't decided on a single gift. I'm going to give myself grace though and allow myself to feel these feelings. This experience has definitely altered the trajectory of my life, and one way or another it's going to be OK. Mom, I miss you. #mindsprout #grief #illgetthroughthis #strongenough