This time two years ago, I was having a panic attack in the pre-op area of the hospital. I'm up 20ish pounds from last year, and I'm 1000000% okay with it. Last year I felt sick and gross and this year I feel happy and strong. And can we talk about that lipstick? That's after eating 3000 s'mores. @maybelline should win a Nobel prize for this shit. #wls #surgiversary #rny #extremeweightloss #wlscommunity #gastricbypass #wlstories #rnyjourney #weightlossdiary