Every 14th of the month I think about my mommy all day. This month’s 14th marks 14 months without her. I think about what she would be doing if she were here. Today... she’d be holding Axel, taking photos of him, singing him songs, doing little exercises with him, going on walks with him. She’d be doing all of that all day. Without stopping. Without resting, without complaining. I never knew where she got all her energy from, it amazed me. Now that I’m a mom I get it. She probably was exhausted, she probably didn’t sleep much that night, she probably had some sort of body ache and she was probably hungry. But she was all smiles and happy energy, because she was a mom. A freaking amazing mom. Lucky us. Miss you. #fiosfight