Man if I could go back and do it all again I would. Mistakes, judging, all of it. _ That morning I felt so good. Without my luggage and all my things, despite a big weight cut, I felt great. Squats felt so good, even Mr.Coach CWS thought so. _ Obviously it didn’t go the way I wanted. Because of that I was (and still am) a roller coaster of emotions: angry, crying, excited, disappointed, confused, etc. _ But even still- how lucky am I to have something that makes me FEEL? Everything, all at once. All the time. Not dependent on another person, just something I get to DO. _ For a year I’ll be able to say I’m 5th in the world of raw junior 57s, on team USA. I had the balls to do something nuts like fly to a different country just to lift weights. _ I can’t wait to go back into the gym and start fixing the wrongs!! _ Happy Tuesday y’all, I hope you have something that makes you feel all the damn things. 🐾 _ _ Thank you to all my sponsors who supported me in huge ways, thank you redcon1 for...