Through this incredibly difficult time, I find strength in knowing I will always have a back up plan ... these kiddos of mine!! • • • I don’t have an answer for everyone asking me if I i will be able to do this another year! What I can tell you is, when things slow down, and the world gets healthy again, I will sit down and make the best decision possible for our family! • • • Not many can understand this grind I’ve endured the last almost 3 years with doing this with a family. The countless training hours alone in a gym, the constant late night bullpens driving in the pouring rain at 7:30 PM 2-3X per week every fall, the amount of tears I’ve shed being away from my kids for at times 2.5-3.5 weeks at a time, the tears they cry because I’m not home, the struggle it can have on a marriage when the mom is gone for weeks on end, the countless hours spent in my garage running/ biking and filling my mental piggy bank... so much runs through my mind when thinking of maybe doing it again... on...