The past four years I’ve lived in fear... • Nobody knows it, you can’t see it and I don’t show it but it’s there. • It haunts my every move, my every decision, my every thought and even thoughts of others. I’m not happy about it. it’s tough to admit it. it’s embarrassing. It’s disappointing. • I’m not going to go into details because in all honesty it’s nobody’s business. But I made a terrible decision that costed me one of the things that I value most. I was vulnerable. I trusted people that I shouldn’t. I made one bad decision after another. By the time I realized it, the damage had already been done. Now it haunts... EVERYTHING. • Why am I telling you this? • Because after it happened, I felt dirty. I felt ashamed. I felt ugly. I felt used. I felt scared. I felt alone. I felt violated. I felt weak. I felt... FEAR. • This year was to make sure that I didn’t feel like that anymore. Hell, no one should. So I decided to take a risk... • I called up a local photographer, thatfyffelyfe of...