Look back at it š
Two races into my track season (both steeples, 9:37 & 9:32), and Iām really happy with how itās going! Tactically and technically, I feel off my game, but thatās to be expected with taking 3 years off the event lol.
My biggest reflection is that I feel so powerful & like thereās a lot of potential to improve through the season. During my ED, I wholeheartedly believed that I was good because of those disordered behaviors. When I started recovery, I believed I would never be good again. Now, 3 years later, Iām finally starting to believe that I can be better than ever before. Iām definitely a āskeptical until concrete resultsā kinda girl, so to go through this without any certainty was difficult, but now Iām overwhelmingly stoked for what the future holds š¤
š·: dvgregori
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