Video footage and a voicemail NewsNation received shed light on the mental health of Mica and John-Paul Miller before Mica's death. #micamiller ------------------------------------------ Former South Carolina pastor John-Paul Miller was struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts in the months before his wife, Mica Miller, died, according to material obtained by NewsNation. Video footage and a voicemail NewsNation received through a Freedom of Information Act request shed light on South Carolina ex-pastor John-Paul Miller’s mental health. He recently posted to TikTok, saying he looks forward to posting some 350 pieces of proof disproving what he says are lies in the media.