This week I found photos I had never once seen. Photos that feel like they were taken years ago, when in reality they were taken less than 5 months ago. Photos that instantly brought me back to this very moment in time. Surreal. That’s what this moment, the second I met my daughter for the first time, felt like. Indescribable. That’s what all the moments after this one have felt like. BR (before Rudi), I was convinced a newborn would add nothing but chaos to my already crazy life- but, from the very second they put her on my chest, she’s been the calm I’d been searching for, but could never find. It was her I needed all along. #RudiBabe #itsmeRudiB #dearrudi