. A huge thank you is owed to jocelyncarlsonfilms who beautifully documented the story of Rudi. Starting from the beginning of my pregnancy, feeling sick and scared, fear, painful biopsies, naming Rudi & so much more. It’s probably the most vulnerable I’ve ever been in front of the camera. I’m not ready to share the entire 9 minutes, and I don’t know if I’ll ever be, but I’m so thankful I have it to show my girl one day. Here’s a little portion about her name and all it means to me. Happy Birth Month Little Rudi. See you any day now. . . . #DearRudi #ItsMeRudiB #RudiBabe