💛 Now in my mind I keep you frozen as a 17 year old, you always played w passion no matter what the game, when you took the stage you shined just like the sun, oh why that's what I keep asking is there anything I could have said or done. Oh why I had no clue you were masking a trouble soul oh God only knows what went wrong and why you'd leave the stage in a middle of a song... Your beautiful song. Your absolutely beautiful song. 👼🏻🌊 What I would do to paddle board with you one more time 🏄🏻, to not check the CD player/ignore our parents one more time, to look up in a crowd and see you cheering with your hands above your head, to eat a midnight snack with you, have a sleepover one more time or to walk down the street in pajamas and snow boots to investigate in the middle of the night. 💛💛 When I think back to the day we said 'see you later'...It seemed like one of your jokes when you were just going to sit up and say "gotcha." Can't believe a year has gone by as you no longer walk...